Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A Negative Day

I woke up at 4 a.m. after a particularly bad dream (not a nightmare, a bad dream) and in a really foul mood because of it. I'm not sure how something that's not real can affect my mood so much, but it really has. I did go back to sleep for a while, but I still feel a dark cloud lurking around me.

I even changed my alarm to skip the gym. I probably shouldn't have done that, but I'm not the most rational of thinkers at 4:30 a.m.

I know I need to chose to change this mood, but so far I haven't found the energy or will. Somehow it just seems easier if I ride out the mood. And right now, easier sounds way better.

4 comments:

Monnik said...

oooh, I HATE that feeling. Hope it gets better!

WebGal said...

I was searching for the right word to describe the mood and I think I have it. Dour.

Annette said...

Did you see that episode of Friends where Phoebe is mad at Ross? For something he did in a dream? This totally reminds me of that. I hate when it happens too.

WebGal said...

Ha! I remember that episode! It is like that....