I'm having one of those days. I think it's probably coming from having to wait to hear about the new job when all I want to do is run screaming from this one. I'm finding myself feeling less positive about my chances of getting the new job now as it's been two weeks since my interview. My experience has been that too much time equals bad news. Especially since the last job I interviewed for back in December still hasn't gotten back to me. I'm pretty sure I didn't get that one.
Since I'm feeling anxious about that, I'm easily annoyed here at work. Chatty Kathy has had meetings in her office all morning, so that usually causes me to want to cut my ears off. Coworker Bob has been in my office blabbering about this and that several times, but then changing the topic if I dare say something about me or my work.
So I was just thinking about how much I miss TALKING to people at my old job. Sure I'll casually chit-chat on occasion. But I don't have people I can just go and talk about things with like at my previous job. And since I don't have that at home either, I'm feeling kind of like screaming due to having no one to really converse with! GAH!
And I'm having a particularly bad fat day today. I just feel enormous and lazy and sloppy and gross.
Sorry everybody for the icky post. I just felt like getting some frustrations out and you all had to suffer....if you even made it this far. I'll try to be cheerier on my next post.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Ho Hum
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5 comments:
posts don't have to be cheery all the time. i've written some really gloomy ones lately...
I'm sorry that you feel lonely at work (and home). That really, really sucks. I wish you were back here where you have lots of friends who love to talk!!
I wish I could go back there too, but I don't see that happening. Too bad this isn't back when the company was throwing money at everything.
Sorry you had a rough day. I hope you got some kitty time in last night and are feeling better today!
We all have really rough tough days , days when we want to kill (!), run away or give in completely - that's the beauty about having a blog - because you can say exactly what you want & share your woes - there's always someone here to listen.
I think that we should have " screamimg rooms" at work, a place to just go in , let rip and walk out feeling fully refreshed and de stressed - might put the idea in our suggestion box !
I like that screaming room idea. I'd also like to be able to have pictures of people in there that I could throw darts at. Purely for venting purposes, of course.
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